Why did I bring the big box* of death if I totally wasn’t going to use it?
I guess I used it briefly.
And I did add like 800 words in the course of today.
Which is probably less than useful considering I need to finish up the project I’m working on at home now. And I don’t know why I’d be able to do it faster at home. It’s ten pages of editing…
My life’s getting out of hand. Robyn said I was a good business investment, but I sometimes can’t help thinking I’m not cut out for this grown-up lifestyle. I’ve definitely gotten really bad at managing my finances. For example: I spent $60 today on something I just don’t have the money for.
I bought ( hopefully reputable ) ticket savings things for Dallas Stars games. I got three free tickets and buy one get one type things. I’m gonna offer my mom the buy one get one.
And I think I’m going to have to ask for the $50 she promised me. I don’t know. *sigh*
Basically, halloween involved a huge fight between her and I which ended with her revoking the gift she’d given me ( because I told her I didn’t really like it because it was NOT what she’d promised me and it wasn’t really anything that I cared about ) and telling me she was just going to give me $50 instead. Well…I’m dead broke and I’m supposed to be going to a NOWD ( Night of Writing Dangerously ) thing for NaNo and I’m supposed to be going to see Imogen Heap ( which I’m defs gonna have to cancel. I have no money ) and I’m supposed to be going to see Eisley ( which I most certainly do NOT want to cancel ) and…I’m broke.
Why did I buy that? That makes $100 straight out of my last check that I wasted. You see, having money like this is really bad for me.
So.
I’m going to start putting money in a “savings account.” But only a hypothetical account, because you have to have $500 or more to have a savings account now or you get like two hundred dollars in fines every month. >.<
I'm going to start plan where I write down how much i've "put in savings" and that money is going to be inaccessible to me. That way, maybe I'll stop dropping literally hundreds of dollars on fast food and entertainment that I really can't afford.
I don't even have a car! What the heck is that?!
The downside to all this is that my life is about to get a heck of a lot more boring. And I'm probably not going to eat very much anymore considering there's never anything at the commune to eat and my house is woefully understocked of anything even remotely edible by me ( other than tomato soup. Go tomato soup. ) which means starvation if I'm not buying food.
Oh! I just remembered we have rice and soy sauce. So…I'm making myself egg fried rice on a regular basis now.
And I'm supposed to be cleaning out the fridges.
And my room.
All this weekend.
So much for ever seeing Guppie ever again.
And I got stood up again.
And i can't move out because of financial restrictions but I really don't want to live at home anymore.
dru is not in a good mood.
Can you tell?
Maybe when I get a car I won't feel so trapped.
But I can't get a car if I keep THROWING MY FUCKING MONEY AWAY!
grr.
xxdruxx
*Guppie’s Computer Case. It’s huge and looks like it could very easily contain a bomb.