***WARNING! DOES CONTAIN STRONG LANGUAGE***
Okay one thing that’s really been pissing me off lately are those people that think that you can handle anything they throw at you. And that critisize EVERYTHING about you, your interests, your personality, your appearance etc (This blog will have hidden references to something someone said to me at the beginning of the summer)
For example, there is this one guy i know in one of my classes. He goes at length to make at least one jab at me every lesson and it really makes me angry. Okay, we all know that I’m a film student right and that i’m interested in Japan. So at college we have to pick a Director to write an essay about. So i chose Takashi Miike, a famous Japanese Director. I have a few books with him in that i could use for research so i thought it was a good choice, and well he is sort of my favourite Director. And this guy turns to me and goes ‘Oh you’ll never find ANY books on HIM, he’s JAPANESE’ i was like You racist cock! (Oh yeah, just to point out this guy is: Facist, Racist, Sexist and every other -ist you can think of.) So after all the little jabs he’d given me over the past year about the fact that i’m into Japan, i flipped right then and there, we were in the library at the time :S I really got angry, and i mean it REALLY ANGRY. I was almost shouting. After i stormed off in a huff he came over and apologized, which was nice of him. But the jabs haven’t stopped at all. There were atleast 2 today i think, no wait 3. One was when i said that i liked Cinema Paradiso, but i didn’t really get into it until later on, and he goes ‘Well, it’s a much better film than the films you watch, like Audition, that’s crap.’ HELLO!!! YOU HAVEN’T EVEN FUCKING SEEN IT YOU ARSE! I went off on one saying ‘Well you know, i liked that film, everyone has different tastes! There was NO NEED for you to say that!’ and he just laughed. >.< I FUCKING HATE HIM
He’s not the only one that says things like that, and it really gets to me. Some of my family do it aswell and i hate it.
SO WHAT if i like Japan, LOADS of people do
SO WHAT if i listen to Japanese music, LOADS of the stuff i listen to is ENGLISH aswell
SO WHAT if i’m learning Japanese, It’s GOOD to know another language
SO WHAT if i watch Japanese films, makes a change from the CLICHE and POPULAR UK and US films
SO WHAT if i have Japanese friends, they’re more POLITE and NICE than some people i know
NOT EVERYTHING I LIKE IS RELATED TO JAPAN. SO WILL YOU LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE ABOUT IT!!!!!
*cough* Just wanted to get that off my chest. hehe