Need to do more..

Right so i’m not helping to teach Japanese at my old college anymore, plus I’ve completed my advanced course :/
I’ve been working most of the week this week, which is good lol, it’s keeping me busy. But come next week, i’m going to have soo much time on my hands. I’m hoping i can get [...]

End of a dream?

This is kind of a oh. depressing much? kinda subject.
I’m not going to Japan anymore. There were disagreements and stuff, with a lot of tears and so on. I’m not going to go into too much detail, cause it’s a bit painful. so yeah.
In a way im relieved about it. What if something like this [...]

Will it really happen??

Hey, it’s me.
I’ve been really REALLY stressed lately, stressed about everything that’s going on at the moment. And i know people are noticing it’s effect on me…
1st things 1st, it’s results day tomorrow and if i don’t get the grades i need then i can’t do the University course I want to do at the [...]

Mass selling spree lol

Right as people know i am going away to study in Japan soon, so after calculating the money i have, i’m like £1000 short. Which sucks. So what i’ve decided to do is sell pretty much everything in my room. This is good cause i wont be able to take most of it to Uni [...]

Doubts

We’re both having doubts, her more than me.
I’m unsure, but i dont want to let people down.
If she pulls out, she lets me down.
Money is a problem.
That’s for sure.
I’m trying to figure out what to do.
I just dont know.
Is this what I really want
I dont know that either.
*sigh*
 
Lu x

OPAAAHH!

Don’t you just hate it when your parents treat you like you’re stupid. As if you haven’t thought everything through.
They just dont seem to understand that you are grown up enough to think for yourself. Just because your younger brother always asks for help doesn’t mean that you need to have help too. It’s frustrating [...]

These times they are a’changin’…

Yes that is a Bob Dylan song, but it suits the stage at which I’m at now.
College is coming to an end over the next week or so. The 2 years went really quickly O_O I’ll miss it really, I didn’t do the worst subjects, i had a lot of fun taking them. My classes [...]

MASSIVE PHOTOPOST OF DOOM!

WOO! Hold onto your socks ( Especially if they’re baby pink and Beth gave them to you ) because I’m going to post the most massive photopost of all time, ever. And it’s all Dan’s fault. “You should take more pictures. No one ever really blogs anymore. Blah blah blah.” Well, it took a while [...]

Samishi… T-T

I said goodbye to atleast 4 of my best friends today, and now i’m really sad T-T
They go back to Japan tomorrow, but i can’t go and see them off tomorrow because I have to go to work.
I’ll be going to see them in Japan in September, but thats like 6 months away and I [...]

Blog book

Written yesterday on the train.
The train is considerably delayed, perfect time to blog hehe I now have this little exercise book that I take to college with me incase I am left alone, have nothing to do or if i have inspiration etc I can use it to write out blogs to be posted at [...]