Interesting day, it has been. It makes me cringe to recall it. I have people arguing my halloween article with posts that are so freakin irrelevant to the topic that it’s not even funny. In any case, Logic is not their strong point.  I’m bored, and thusly am going to start typing random facts.

How to drive a band director nuts. #1.  Tune every octave of that concert Bb that they want you to tune on, making the necessary adjustments as you go. This way you are perfectly in tune on those notes.

This has been Paul on totally random stuffz! Tune in for more.

Amin Mela Lle, Stephanie. <3

-P^K^K^-

Not quite how it sounds.   =x

This is going to be a fast typed and hoped nothing is misspelled post!

I have to go get ready to leave soon for my bro’s swim team. Waiting for you. Oh and today and yesterday was really long and kinda dull. Oooh but last night was filled with a excitment I can’t share. I couldn’t sleep last night my brain wouldn’t let me. I was up till past midnight letting my mind wander to thoughts maybe it shouldn’t then back to the safer ones. All that made me smile.

I’m kind of stressing over this.. stupid boi. I really hate the way you are, but I don’t want you to change. I can’t really let go of this.. I know Dru knows this but I really wanna let him go yet I can’t do that. Help Him…

After Quickie.

Love ya,

~*Chi*~

Erm…I suppose I’d like to start this blog by welcoming our new bloggers, whoever they may be.

You get really busy, and don’t have time to blog for awhile and look what happens!

Oh well, anyway, I thought it was time for an update on my life.

I’m still an apprentice electrician, and I’m getting pretty bloody good at some of the skills involved now – and I just wired up a socket in my own house! I must be trusted…

Pool team is going pretty well, 3rd in the table currently, still pushing for promotion.

I went to a bonfire celebration last night, in Kent. The Kentish people really don’t know how to do bonfires. I still haven’t been to Lewes yet, mind, but the Hailsham Bonfire this year was spectacular. Tempted to join the bonfire society, to be honest.

For the Americans reading this post, who don’t know the history of the English (and particularly the Sussex) bonfire celebrations, I suggest you google “Guy Fawkes” and “Lewes Bonfire” and have a little read. I assure you, it is fascinating.

Anyway, must dash, places to see, people to do!

Later all,

Dan.

I love mine.

Since he stopped messaging me, I shall blog.

Cotillion was really great. They did a thanksgiving dinner not that I could really eat any of it. Ah well it was awesome. I got to dance as a guy this time because the guys refuse to dance with each other and the girls don’t mind dancing together. I did love being the guy, twirling the girls.  Heh..  The last girl I danced with was the cutest thing. She kept laughing when one of us messed up and I couldn’t help but laugh with her. We did passing, twirling, and wraps. We talked a lot she made me smile. I got to escort her for a little bit too. Really enjoyed Cotillion Friday. I got to see Paul which of course was the best part of the night… along with the girl. ♥  Sorry Paul.

James and Heather took me.  Well their mom drove. I’m thankful for knowing them. They are great people. I might probably go to Akon with Heather and do a girls only thing. Sorta. MONEY. Stupid lack of.   James is amazingly awesome. Their little brothers are really hyper and talkative, but cute.

♥,

~*Chi*~

New blogger! His name’s paul. And he and Steph may infect the blog with sweetness. >.<

Lol =D

I'll blog more when I'm not at work…

xxdruxx

I am doing math, Algeblah is possessing me. Alas, I must complete it anyways. Tonight i’m going to see my friends, and I get to see Stephanie! YAYZ! For those who don’t know, Stephanie is my girlfriend. I love being random, and often say pointless things, but tonight i have to be polite, use proper grammer, and manners. This could be painful =)..  In any case, my day has been fairly boring, and I am returning to my demonic algeblah.

Amin Mela Lle, Stephanie <3

~Paul

This is a good outlet.. Then I remember other people read this  and i’m like wait…. Am I okay with other people reading this, is this appropriate? And that is when I remember I don’t care.  Who cares if you think less of me or not at all. I don’t.. It is your choice to read.  This is my outlet. This is my life.

“Don’t ever regret anything because it was once exactly what you wanted.”

I have to say I mostly agree with this.

I stopped talking to him because it is what I wanted.. sort of.  I reached out to him even after what he did because I wanted to. I still would give my life for him because I still want to. I want to regret this but I can’t.. It was once what I wanted so why regret it?

I think my pain in the neck ex has finally stopped texting me!

Some times I wonder if you really think about what you say.. or about what you think.  I want to believe it with all my heart and I do, but then I want to pull back into myself. Past events shouldn’t effect me and you. but they do. I put them behind me the best I can but I still remember and don’t know what to do. Can I push past this? More importantly, Should I? Is my heart right with what it wants or do I listen to my head this time?

If you do read this, feel free to ask me questions. I atleast hope you enjoy reading it.

Amin Mela Lle, Paul. <3

~*Chi*~

There are some things that you just can’t say. Thank you for texts and computers. With them we can tell people things that we would never say in person and then because of that we miss out on a lot. I think computers and phones make us lame. Say it straight to my face. Stop hiding behind electronics.

Halloween was amazing! I saw 4 of my babies, two favorite cousins, Paul, my grandparents, my mom, and brother! I’m so not use to carrying babies all night. They were sooo cute though. I was a cat for Halloween.

I miss him.

I saw him for his birthday!! Yes. Oh and I took my grandma out for lunch since it was her birthday to on Monday.

Study Study Study School School School School School School Study Study Paul Paul Friends Friends Paul Friends School School School Study.  There is my life. Haha.  Thanksgiving is coming up!!

~*Chi*~

My arms are in soo much pain after my London trip yesterday. I bought lots of stuff and took photos of it all, so i’ll do a write up with pictures at some point. Probably next week lol I’m just too knackered after work. I’ve been quite stressed out today and really regret something at work :S but i guess i’ve just got to sort of let it go…..

Lu x

Sometimes I miss this.

I read his blog today since I haven’t in Forever and I couldn’t stop smiling the whole time I was reading it. He is a really great writer. Highlight of my day.

Lets update you!

Guys suck. Except these few Amazing ones I know. Paul, Andrew/Sherlock. Just to name my two favorites. So I’m dating Paul and loving it. Almost three months now. I got my senior pictures taken, They look good. College will be in Missouri next fall if I get accepted. And if I get higher than a 26 on my ACT score I could get a full scholarship covering room and board too. I know I’m cramming this all together. Sorrie. It’s been rainy and cold. Paul’s birthday is Monday. He will be old. <3 Dru should send him a blog link or something.. Maybe he'd blog?? Or yeeeah I know what you think about that. and understand that. But the blog could always use more readers right? ^_^

So I'm blogging for you my dear. I hope this lifts your spirits some.

Sometimes things don't make sense.. I offered and he kinda.. whats the word.. anyway I got shot down with that. Kinda knew I would though so it's no big deal. Halloween is here. I'm going to be a black cat or fox haven't decided yet. I like how life is now.. usually. I'm excited about college and moving to Missouri. Majoring in art with an emphasis on graphic design and going to take some psychology classes.

I miss my Paul. <3 but I get to see him soon.

~*Chi*~