Zombie Apocalypse

“So..Zombie apocalypse. Care to elaborate?”

‘Um, okay, yeah. Sure. Well, it’s an apocalypse. Featuring zombies as the main cause of the apocalyptical doom… It’s good to have a shot gun. Better to have a flame thrower and some good strong whiskey. Um…likely to end with mass destruction and the few uninfected survivors living an adjusted life in the ruins of the cities of the world where they destroy the zombies that stand in their path and…well, I guess just try to do the best they can. Kind of like Jack and Diane but with seemingly infinite armies of brain-obsessed undead.’

“Right. And how old are you?”


So, I was at work, being cool, and there was this horrible storm. It welled up around us and threatened to swallow us whole. Which roughly translates to “It was raining a bunch.” The lights momentarily flickered and I said to myself “Oh dear!” I asked my managers what would happen if the electricity went out. They had just finished explaining the correct procedure when…

The electricity went out.

And a great cry of “Good job, Dru. Good job.” went up. =D

…is a thing wot I wrote on September 25, 2009.



Lies, Liar, Lying

You were supposed to be different. And I was supposed to be the bad guy.

But, you’re not.


For your viewing pleasure. You know who Brian is. Krislyn is his ex. The one that he called the crazy ex. The one that he said he liked me better than. The one that he lied about. Enjoy.


And, to be clear. He left his skype open. No subterfuge or diving or anything. He left his skype open and she was online and I was curious so I clicked the “1 month” button. And then I saw “I love you” so I read some more.

[12/17/2011 6:03:38 PM] Brian Shin: !
[12/17/2011 6:04:01 PM] Brian Shin: KRISLYN YOU SO MEAN
[12/17/2011 6:04:24 PM] *** Call to Krislyn, duration 10:33. ***
[12/17/2011 6:16:49 PM] Brian Shin: Hey I gota play this so I’ll talk to you in a bit -_-
[12/17/2011 6:19:02 PM] Krislyn: kk
[12/17/2011 6:19:09 PM] Brian Shin: But
[12/17/2011 6:19:11 PM] Brian Shin: Us
[12/17/2011 6:19:13 PM] Brian Shin: We good?
[12/17/2011 6:19:22 PM] Krislyn: YA WHATEVAS MAN.
[12/17/2011 6:19:28 PM] Krislyn: blondie
[12/17/2011 6:20:49 PM] Brian Shin: I mean like platonic
[12/17/2011 6:20:55 PM] Brian Shin: Seeing other people until we can meet up
[12/17/2011 6:21:10 PM] Brian Shin: tbh your ex situation makes me uncomfortabl too
[12/17/2011 6:21:40 PM] Krislyn: well yeah tbh i assumed you slept around and stuff
[12/17/2011 6:22:08 PM] Krislyn: soo yeah although i wasnt with anyone i did kinda meetup my ex and yeah ~_~
[12/17/2011 6:22:29 PM] Krislyn: its kinda nothing though idk
[12/17/2011 6:22:36 PM] Brian Shin: Don’t think to tbh
[12/17/2011 6:22:38 PM] Krislyn: sigh but just do whatever you want
[12/17/2011 6:22:42 PM] Krislyn: i feel bad
[12/17/2011 6:22:44 PM] Krislyn: like youre
[12/17/2011 6:22:54 PM] Krislyn: idk but you said you were busy
[12/17/2011 6:23:00 PM] Krislyn: so hopefully its not cause of me or anything
[12/17/2011 6:23:24 PM] Krislyn: im ok with you dating and stuff cause tbh i just assumed you did since you know
[12/17/2011 6:23:28 PM] Krislyn: you were always so horny LOL
[12/17/2011 6:23:33 PM] Krislyn: D:
[12/17/2011 6:24:12 PM] Brian Shin: Yeah lol
[12/17/2011 6:24:17 PM] Brian Shin: But you reall did scare me with ohw mad you got
[12/17/2011 6:24:23 PM] Brian Shin: when I kissed someone
[12/17/2011 6:24:45 PM] Krislyn: cause i really liked you!
[12/17/2011 6:24:53 PM] Krislyn: but you were just like every other guy i know lol
[12/17/2011 6:25:06 PM] Krislyn: i realised that now though guys are the same ~_~
[12/17/2011 6:27:06 PM] Brian Shin: I was drunk =/
[12/17/2011 6:27:10 PM] Brian Shin: It wasn’t a completely concious choice
[12/17/2011 6:27:18 PM] Krislyn: meh
[12/17/2011 6:27:19 PM] Brian Shin: But np I made a mistake
[12/17/2011 6:27:22 PM] Brian Shin: so yeah
[12/17/2011 6:27:31 PM] Brian Shin: But you keep sleeping with your ex
[12/17/2011 6:27:45 PM] Krislyn: i dont ‘keep on’ sleeping with him
[12/17/2011 6:27:57 PM] Krislyn: i havent seen him
[12/17/2011 6:27:59 PM] Krislyn: for almost a year
[12/17/2011 6:28:02 PM] Krislyn: only recently
[12/17/2011 6:28:11 PM] Brian Shin: And then you slept with him…
[12/17/2011 6:28:13 PM] Krislyn: cause i havent even heard from you lol? i would text you back
[12/17/2011 6:28:17 PM] Krislyn: and you never reply me
[12/17/2011 6:28:18 PM] Krislyn: etc
[12/17/2011 6:28:20 PM] Krislyn: what am i suppose to think?
[12/17/2011 6:28:24 PM] Brian Shin: My phones bonkers tbh
[12/17/2011 6:28:27 PM] Brian Shin: It keeps crapping out
[12/17/2011 6:29:16 PM] Krislyn: never told me this?
[12/17/2011 6:29:16 PM] Krislyn: idk
[12/17/2011 6:29:22 PM] Krislyn: it just sounds like excuses
[12/17/2011 6:29:24 PM] Brian Shin: Yeah I know
[12/17/2011 6:29:27 PM] Brian Shin: But anyway
[12/17/2011 6:29:34 PM] Krislyn: theres always a way
[12/17/2011 6:29:37 PM] Brian Shin: It’s kinda whatevers now
[12/17/2011 6:29:38 PM] Krislyn: to keep in contact etc
[12/17/2011 6:29:42 PM] Brian Shin: Cause like I understand
[12/17/2011 6:29:44 PM] Krislyn: yeah whatever
[12/17/2011 6:30:45 PM] Brian Shin: But
[12/17/2011 6:30:50 PM] Brian Shin: I still really like you and stuff
[12/17/2011 6:31:08 PM] Brian Shin: So like if you do wanna try meet up sometime but for now just date around I’m all up for it
[12/17/2011 6:31:13 PM] Krislyn: you ‘really like me’ but you cba to speak to me, know how im doing, how was my day
[12/17/2011 6:31:17 PM] Krislyn: just typical normal stuff
[12/17/2011 6:31:18 PM] Krislyn: idk
[12/17/2011 6:31:23 PM] Krislyn: kay
[12/17/2011 6:31:27 PM] Brian Shin: Well
[12/17/2011 6:31:28 PM] Krislyn: well okay
[12/17/2011 6:31:31 PM] Brian Shin: I dunno
[12/17/2011 6:31:33 PM] Krislyn: just hf with your life ;o
[12/17/2011 6:31:42 PM] Brian Shin: Alright I assume we’re done then
[12/17/2011 6:31:48 PM] Krislyn: ok
[12/17/2011 6:31:52 PM] Brian Shin: =( That’s sad
[12/17/2011 6:32:10 PM] Krislyn: im sure it is
[12/17/2011 6:32:27 PM] Krislyn: must have been heartbreaking for you ;)
[12/17/2011 6:32:34 PM] Brian Shin: …
[12/17/2011 6:32:36 PM] Brian Shin: Okay Krislyn
[12/17/2011 6:33:30 PM] Krislyn: youre happy with your life, im happy with mine. i wish you all the best then (:
[12/17/2011 6:33:37 PM] Brian Shin: Mmkay
[12/17/2011 6:33:50 PM] Brian Shin: Bye Krislyn ^_^ I do wish you to be happy and glad I was able to know you and share everything we did
[12/17/2011 7:55:12 PM] Krislyn: yeah me too
[12/17/2011 8:06:37 PM] Krislyn: we can be friends though?
[12/17/2011 8:06:49 PM] Brian Shin: Hell yeah’
[12/17/2011 8:06:56 PM] Brian Shin: I really like you Krislyn as a person even
[12/17/2011 8:07:19 PM] Krislyn: but im not cool ):
[12/17/2011 8:07:29 PM] Brian Shin: I think you are =)
[12/17/2011 8:07:37 PM] Brian Shin: I didn’t like you just cause I wanted to have sex with you o rsomething
[12/17/2011 8:07:39 PM] Brian Shin: I really did like you
[12/17/2011 8:09:13 PM] Krislyn: youre pretty awesome yourself
[12/17/2011 8:09:22 PM] Brian Shin: ^_^ I like to pretend so
[12/17/2011 8:09:47 PM] Krislyn: k dont push it
[12/17/2011 8:09:59 PM] Brian Shin: =P
[12/17/2011 8:10:23 PM] Krislyn: but you better not be fucking distributing my nudes!!!!!!
[12/17/2011 8:11:22 PM] Brian Shin: Nah I would never
[12/17/2011 8:11:31 PM] Brian Shin: They’re pretty precious to me actually
[12/17/2011 8:14:59 PM] Krislyn: haha dk why thatll be the case
[12/17/2011 8:15:03 PM] Krislyn: but do keep them well
[12/17/2011 8:15:43 PM] Brian Shin: Can I still keep them?
[12/17/2011 8:15:50 PM] Brian Shin: If we’re no longer together I won’t keep them if you say to delete them
[12/17/2011 8:16:30 PM] Krislyn: i feel a little prickle whenever you say that
[12/17/2011 8:16:34 PM] Krislyn: but haha its up to you
[12/17/2011 8:16:52 PM] Krislyn: you shouldnt be keeping them if you want nothing to do with me
[12/17/2011 8:17:33 PM] Brian Shin: I didn’t want to not see each other o_o
[12/17/2011 8:18:15 PM] Krislyn: you confuse me
[12/17/2011 8:19:08 PM] Krislyn: im not sure what you want me to be or what you see me as
[12/17/2011 8:19:38 PM] Krislyn: but whatever it is, its confusing me and if you can just tell me what you want?
[12/17/2011 8:19:48 PM] Brian Shin: I want to be with you and date, but we can’tsince we’re so far apart
[12/17/2011 8:19:56 PM] Brian Shin: I’d like to casually date until we can be together when the time comesw
[12/17/2011 8:21:27 PM] Krislyn: does this mean we still talk or just
[12/17/2011 8:21:30 PM] Krislyn: carry on with our lives
[12/17/2011 8:21:41 PM] Krislyn: and not speak to each other until ‘the time comes’
[12/17/2011 8:21:59 PM] Brian Shin: I want to talk to you o_o
[12/17/2011 8:22:11 PM] Brian Shin: My phone was buggered, like I still have it but I don’t get texts like 30% of the time
[12/17/2011 8:22:15 PM] Brian Shin: and I’m busy between then + time zones
[12/17/2011 8:22:19 PM] Brian Shin: we’re on at opposite times
[12/17/2011 8:22:32 PM] Krislyn: oh okay as long as you dont tell me anything about who youre dating/sleeping with and stuff
[12/17/2011 8:22:34 PM] Krislyn: id be ok
[12/17/2011 8:22:36 PM] Krislyn: with that
[12/17/2011 8:22:48 PM] Brian Shin: Yeah same for me too
[12/17/2011 8:22:57 PM] Brian Shin: tbh being told about the ex thing really cut
[12/17/2011 8:22:58 PM] Krislyn: okay sounds good
[12/17/2011 8:23:00 PM] Brian Shin: I understand though
[12/17/2011 8:23:03 PM] Brian Shin: so it’s np
[12/17/2011 8:23:35 PM] Krislyn: i just assumed you did too tbh, and i didnt want to be the first one being hurt?
[12/17/2011 8:23:39 PM] Krislyn: its just like last time really
[12/17/2011 8:23:43 PM] Krislyn: the whole kissing thing
[12/17/2011 8:23:54 PM] Krislyn: i felt like i was keeping to my word and you didnt
[12/17/2011 8:24:17 PM] Brian Shin: Yeah
[12/17/2011 8:24:19 PM] Brian Shin: I understand completely
[12/17/2011 8:24:43 PM] Krislyn: but im sorry if it well
[12/17/2011 8:24:44 PM] Krislyn: yeah
[12/17/2011 8:24:54 PM] Krislyn: okay then :)
[12/17/2011 8:24:58 PM] Krislyn: sounds good
[12/17/2011 8:25:12 PM] Krislyn: really should sleep now dead tired from day out shopping/eating lol
[12/17/2011 8:25:23 PM] Krislyn: are you sc-ing?
[12/17/2011 8:27:27 PM] Brian Shin: yeah =P
[12/17/2011 8:35:55 PM] Krislyn: kk gonna sleep now then nini smellypoo
[12/17/2011 8:36:30 PM] Brian Shin: Bye love
[12/17/2011 8:36:31 PM] Brian Shin: Sleep well <3
[12/17/2011 8:37:57 PM] Krislyn: okie youu too win many gamesss! <3
[12/17/2011 8:38:47 PM] Brian Shin: ^_^
[12/17/2011 8:38:48 PM] Brian Shin: <3
[12/17/2011 8:38:50 PM] Brian Shin: Love you
[12/17/2011 8:40:21 PM] Krislyn: :)
[12/19/2011 2:16:12 PM] Krislyn: poke
[12/19/2011 6:06:02 PM] Brian Shin: Don’t poke me =(
[12/19/2011 6:06:37 PM] Krislyn: why not!
[12/19/2011 6:07:08 PM] Brian Shin: Dunno
[12/19/2011 6:07:11 PM] Brian Shin: Hugs instead
[12/19/2011 6:07:19 PM] Krislyn: no i poke
[12/19/2011 6:07:24 PM] Krislyn: !
[12/19/2011 6:07:36 PM] Brian Shin: =( FINE.
[12/19/2011 6:07:39 PM] Brian Shin: I tickle
[12/19/2011 6:07:42 PM] Krislyn: >=]
[12/19/2011 6:07:58 PM] Krislyn: i chopped off a chunk off my eyebrow earlierrrr
[12/19/2011 6:07:59 PM] Krislyn: :(
[12/19/2011 6:08:03 PM] Brian Shin: O_O
[12/19/2011 6:08:03 PM] Brian Shin: Why
[12/19/2011 6:08:04 PM] Brian Shin: how
[12/19/2011 6:08:04 PM] Brian Shin: what
[12/19/2011 6:08:07 PM] Krislyn: accidentally
[12/19/2011 6:08:30 PM] Krislyn: looks like i gotta draw my eyebrow till it grows back |:
[12/19/2011 6:08:32 PM] Krislyn: well i was trimming it
[12/19/2011 6:08:42 PM] Krislyn: and i just went CHOP. oops
[12/19/2011 6:09:00 PM] Krislyn: i havent trimmed it before so i was trying it out and stuff lolo
[12/19/2011 6:09:26 PM] Krislyn: its not that bad i guess just a hole in the middle of my right eyebrow
[12/19/2011 6:09:29 PM] Brian Shin: HAH.
[12/19/2011 6:09:36 PM] Brian Shin: Sorry but you’d be funny looking without eyebrows
[12/19/2011 6:09:41 PM] Brian Shin: Why did you mess up your pretty face =(
[12/19/2011 6:09:42 PM] Brian Shin: I like it
[12/19/2011 6:09:56 PM] Krislyn: its just a hole!! i can fill it with eyebrow pencil or something
[12/19/2011 6:10:07 PM] Krislyn: pf
[12/19/2011 6:10:11 PM] Brian Shin: You must give me a picture ^_^
[12/19/2011 6:10:22 PM] Krislyn: didnt i skype you yesterday??
[12/19/2011 6:11:20 PM] Brian Shin: Yeah but I didn’t notice your eyebrow
[12/19/2011 6:11:23 PM] Brian Shin: and I want to see it penciled in =D
[12/19/2011 6:11:32 PM] Krislyn: ohhh nah it was oki yesterday
[12/19/2011 6:11:38 PM] Krislyn: i chopped it off earlier
[12/19/2011 6:11:42 PM] Krislyn: but its not THAT bad x_x
[12/19/2011 6:11:51 PM] Brian Shin: Haha =P
[12/19/2011 6:12:46 PM] Krislyn: speeeaking of which
[12/19/2011 6:12:52 PM] Krislyn: you were horrible yesterday
[12/19/2011 6:12:58 PM] Brian Shin: What?
[12/19/2011 6:13:00 PM] Krislyn: skyped you but got totally ignored
[12/19/2011 6:13:01 PM] Krislyn: :(
[12/19/2011 6:13:07 PM] Brian Shin: SORRY =(
[12/19/2011 6:13:15 PM] Brian Shin: I really wanted to play games =(
[12/19/2011 6:13:20 PM] Krislyn: PFT its k ill ignore you next time
[12/19/2011 6:13:31 PM] Krislyn: finee
[12/19/2011 6:13:39 PM] Brian Shin: I’m really sorry =(
[12/19/2011 6:13:46 PM] Brian Shin: Plus like seeing you again was a little scary =(
[12/19/2011 6:13:49 PM] Krislyn: got all your priorities sorted!
[12/19/2011 6:14:00 PM] Krislyn: you didnt seem intimidated
[12/19/2011 6:14:02 PM] Krislyn: lol
[12/19/2011 6:15:08 PM] Brian Shin: I haven’t seen you in a long time, didn’t realize how much I missed you and how much I liked you, etc
[12/19/2011 6:15:15 PM] Brian Shin: until after seenig you again so
[12/19/2011 6:15:18 PM] Brian Shin: it was a bit weird for me
[12/19/2011 6:15:36 PM] Krislyn: but you were so cold to me lolo wtf
[12/19/2011 6:15:45 PM] Krislyn: doesnt seem like what you just said ^
[12/19/2011 6:15:57 PM] Brian Shin: I’m sorry =(
[12/19/2011 6:16:17 PM] Krislyn: and i wasnt too happy about it cause i was skyping my bestie and i put her on hold and she was like “>=(” for you
[12/19/2011 6:16:30 PM] Brian Shin: AW
[12/19/2011 6:16:31 PM] Krislyn: pshtttt and then you just ignored me and im like why am i trying to catch up with you agains
[12/19/2011 6:16:35 PM] Brian Shin: IM SO SORRY
[12/19/2011 6:16:40 PM] Brian Shin: jkshksjdhaj
[12/19/2011 6:16:41 PM] Brian Shin: I feel so bad
[12/19/2011 6:16:52 PM] Krislyn: nah didnt say that to make you feel bad
[12/19/2011 6:17:00 PM] Krislyn: just kinda
[12/19/2011 6:17:14 PM] Krislyn: meh wasnt expecting you to be cold and stuff after not speaking for a while
[12/19/2011 6:17:39 PM] Krislyn: cause i was excited! but its oki im not mad or anything lol
[12/19/2011 6:18:44 PM] Brian Shin: =(
[12/19/2011 6:18:59 PM] Krislyn: turn that frown upside down
[12/19/2011 6:19:03 PM] Brian Shin: I dunno I was just weirded out a bit
[12/19/2011 6:19:16 PM] Krislyn: kay as long as youre over that weirded out phase
[12/19/2011 6:20:08 PM] Krislyn: i wanted sooo much to just ignore you afterwards but it was hard, cause i was skyping my friend and she was going on about some drama with her friends, but i couldnt really listen a word of it cause i was distracted thinking about other stuffs
[12/19/2011 6:20:18 PM] Krislyn: keep having to say like ‘huh? what did you say’
[12/19/2011 6:20:34 PM] Krislyn: then she knew i wasnt really listening and asked me whatsup |:
[12/19/2011 6:20:50 PM] Brian Shin: Just know that I was really happy to see you and talk to you again, but it has been like a really long time
[12/19/2011 6:20:53 PM] Brian Shin: so I wasn’t sure how to act
[12/19/2011 6:20:56 PM] Brian Shin: I felt spotlighted =(
[12/19/2011 6:21:06 PM] Krislyn: yeah i guess i felt abit weird too
[12/19/2011 6:21:16 PM] Krislyn: moreso afterwards though
[12/19/2011 6:21:30 PM] Brian Shin: Same kinda I was trying to forget about it
[12/19/2011 6:21:32 PM] Krislyn: it just kept going through my head
[12/19/2011 6:21:39 PM] Krislyn: about something you used to say
[12/19/2011 6:21:50 PM] Brian Shin: but trying to remember how you felt and I WILL TRY MY BEST TO TALK TO YOU LIKE EVERYDAY
[12/19/2011 6:21:59 PM] Krislyn: haha aw
[12/19/2011 6:22:34 PM] Krislyn: its kay i have exams in jan anyway, at least twice/thrice/four times a week will be nice though, thats how much i speak to my parents/bestie anyway
[12/19/2011 6:22:51 PM] Brian Shin: I want to be more important though =(
[12/19/2011 6:22:51 PM] Krislyn: and i know you busyyyy
[12/19/2011 6:23:06 PM] Krislyn: okie speak to me whenever im on and when youre free then!
[12/19/2011 6:23:20 PM] Brian Shin: ^___^
[12/19/2011 6:23:22 PM] Krislyn: if im busy i can just let you know anyway
[12/19/2011 6:23:32 PM] Krislyn: but that doesnt mean you shouldnt talk to me ever agains
[12/19/2011 6:23:34 PM] Krislyn: >:0
[12/19/2011 6:23:39 PM] Brian Shin: Haha promise <3
[12/19/2011 6:23:42 PM] Krislyn: :)
[12/19/2011 6:24:10 PM] Krislyn: haha but yesss! i remembered about how you used to tell me with your exes
[12/19/2011 6:24:27 PM] Krislyn: you didnt really care/think about them once theyve walked out? and you said you actually did for me and stuff
[12/19/2011 6:24:30 PM] Krislyn: so i thought you didnt care anymore
[12/19/2011 6:24:39 PM] Krislyn: and that was what was running through my head
[12/19/2011 6:24:47 PM] Krislyn: and it made me feel really weird inside
[12/19/2011 6:25:02 PM] Brian Shin: o_o
[12/19/2011 6:25:12 PM] Brian Shin: No I care for you a lot or else I wouldn’t have talked to you again at all probably
[12/19/2011 6:25:23 PM] Krislyn: err
[12/19/2011 6:25:28 PM] Krislyn: i kinda talked to you first
[12/19/2011 6:25:28 PM] Krislyn: LOL.
[12/19/2011 6:25:34 PM] Brian Shin: I mean like
[12/19/2011 6:25:35 PM] Brian Shin: talked back
[12/19/2011 6:25:36 PM] Brian Shin: lpol
[12/19/2011 6:25:36 PM] Brian Shin: lol
[12/19/2011 6:25:37 PM] Krislyn: (or you probably wouldnt)
[12/19/2011 6:25:38 PM] Krislyn: olol
[12/19/2011 6:25:52 PM] Krislyn: good to see youre nice and friendly there!
[12/19/2011 6:25:59 PM] Brian Shin: -_-
[12/19/2011 6:26:02 PM] Brian Shin: Sorrrry =(
[12/19/2011 6:26:05 PM] Brian Shin: I’m a terribgle person
[12/19/2011 6:26:06 PM] Krislyn: haha
[12/19/2011 6:26:12 PM] Brian Shin: You shouldn'[t like me =(
[12/19/2011 6:26:21 PM] Krislyn: i shouldn’t!
[12/19/2011 6:26:40 PM] Brian Shin: ='(
[12/19/2011 6:26:42 PM] Krislyn: but i didnt really get much of a choice
[12/19/2011 6:26:44 PM] Krislyn: haha
[12/19/2011 6:26:51 PM] Brian Shin: OUCH
[12/19/2011 6:26:55 PM] Krislyn: HAHA
[12/19/2011 6:27:28 PM] Krislyn: i was like meh forget him after the whole i was being nice and friendly and you were just giving me the hand but then i kept feeeeeeling idk
[12/19/2011 6:27:36 PM] Krislyn: unresolved??
[12/19/2011 6:27:51 PM] Krislyn: sigh
[12/19/2011 6:27:51 PM] Brian Shin: How do you feel now =(?
[12/19/2011 6:28:12 PM] Krislyn: i only feel that weird chest feeling when someone i like hurts/upsets me though
[12/19/2011 6:28:25 PM] Krislyn: and
[12/19/2011 6:28:32 PM] Krislyn: idk during the time that i didnt speak to you and stuff
[12/19/2011 6:28:54 PM] Krislyn: i never really felt anything much i would think of you sometimes but then ill be busy again and have my mind on other things
[12/19/2011 6:29:18 PM] Brian Shin: Yeah same I’d wonder how you were doing but then I’d like have an allnighter and be forget for a bit
[12/19/2011 6:29:24 PM] Krislyn: and i havent felt it for anyone else since i knew you so it was strange
[12/19/2011 6:29:36 PM] Krislyn: but the thing wassss
[12/19/2011 6:29:39 PM] Krislyn: last night
[12/19/2011 6:29:43 PM] Krislyn: it came back again
[12/19/2011 6:29:48 PM] Krislyn: so it was just really weird for me
[12/19/2011 6:30:06 PM] Brian Shin: Even with my blonde hair =P?
[12/19/2011 6:30:06 PM] Krislyn: so in my head i was pretty much like: BRIAN WHO?? IDGAF
[12/19/2011 6:30:26 PM] Krislyn: but yeah that weird chest feeling was telling me something different
[12/19/2011 6:30:34 PM] Krislyn: so thats why i was really distracted
[12/19/2011 6:30:39 PM] Krislyn: and upset at the same time
[12/19/2011 6:30:41 PM] Krislyn: sigh
[12/19/2011 6:30:46 PM] Brian Shin: ^_^
[12/19/2011 6:30:48 PM] Brian Shin: I love you too!
[12/19/2011 6:30:49 PM] Brian Shin: <3
[12/19/2011 6:30:55 PM] Krislyn: oh shush
[12/19/2011 6:30:59 PM] Krislyn: I SAID NOTHING OF THE SORT!
[12/19/2011 6:31:44 PM] Krislyn: but im really genuinely happy youre happy and stuff these days
[12/19/2011 6:32:55 PM] Brian Shin: I’m happy that you’re happy too ^_^ tbh when you told me about your ex I was really sad – still am a little but I do understand why and everything
[12/19/2011 6:33:43 PM] Krislyn: idk i didnt come up with it, he just really wanted to meet me and stuff
[12/19/2011 6:33:58 PM] Krislyn: and hes been talking to me since i got back wanting to meet up etc
[12/19/2011 6:34:14 PM] Krislyn: and tbh hes someone comfortable? for me
[12/19/2011 6:34:35 PM] Krislyn: like i know he wont judge me he wont hate me he knows me
[12/19/2011 6:34:49 PM] Krislyn: and ive had a ton of unlucky stuff happening to me
[12/19/2011 6:34:58 PM] Krislyn: with uni and just ever since i got back
[12/19/2011 6:35:01 PM] Brian Shin: Yeha like I said I understand
[12/19/2011 6:35:07 PM] Krislyn: kay
[12/19/2011 6:35:23 PM] Krislyn: but i dont feel for him that way anymore
[12/19/2011 6:35:38 PM] Krislyn: hes just someone i like being around
[12/19/2011 6:36:07 PM] Brian Shin: It’s fine just don’t tell me anything that happens x_x
[12/19/2011 6:36:17 PM] Krislyn: i wont x:
[12/19/2011 6:36:45 PM] Krislyn: tbh i naturally assumed you would’ve been doing the same.. sorry
[12/19/2011 6:36:47 PM] Krislyn: D;
[12/19/2011 6:36:54 PM] Krislyn: cause youre a guy
[12/19/2011 6:36:57 PM] Brian Shin: Yeah I know if it was me I’d assume the same thing
[12/19/2011 6:37:22 PM] Krislyn: and guys at my uni are sleazebags, they sleep around even when they have girlfriends
[12/19/2011 6:38:02 PM] Krislyn: and i didnt know at that point what we were, so obv if guys with gfs would be cheats, i thought our weird status should mean that youd be able to do what you wanted and stuff
[12/19/2011 6:38:21 PM] Brian Shin: Nah I’m pretty faithful I’ve been cheated on before
[12/19/2011 6:39:15 PM] Krislyn: you make me feel bad D:
[12/19/2011 6:39:29 PM] Brian Shin: No no no
[12/19/2011 6:39:29 PM] Brian Shin: lol
[12/19/2011 6:39:31 PM] Krislyn: but were we supposed to be together then?
[12/19/2011 6:39:35 PM] Brian Shin: It’s okay
[12/19/2011 6:39:40 PM] Brian Shin: Well I dunno really
[12/19/2011 6:39:42 PM] Krislyn: cause i never speak to you! like ever
[12/19/2011 6:39:44 PM] Brian Shin: But like it’s cool no worries
[12/19/2011 6:39:50 PM] Krislyn: for what must be like half a year
[12/19/2011 6:40:07 PM] Brian Shin: I would like to have what I said before though. Like I still absolutely adore and like you a lot and want to date you if we ever get the chance
[12/19/2011 6:40:14 PM] Brian Shin: but till then see other people casually
[12/19/2011 6:40:19 PM] Krislyn: yeah
[12/19/2011 6:40:20 PM] Krislyn: definitely
[12/19/2011 6:40:51 PM] Brian Shin: ^_^
[12/19/2011 6:41:00 PM] Krislyn: its mainly for you haha
[12/19/2011 6:41:05 PM] Krislyn: i dont really do dating
[12/19/2011 6:41:07 PM] Krislyn: haha
[12/19/2011 6:41:20 PM] Brian Shin: tbh I MISS SEX.
[12/19/2011 6:41:21 PM] Brian Shin: A LOT.
[12/19/2011 6:41:29 PM] Krislyn: do eet
[12/19/2011 6:42:13 PM] Krislyn: youre still living in dallas yeah? not moving around or anything atm?
[12/19/2011 6:42:24 PM] Brian Shin: Yeah pretty much in Dallas
[12/19/2011 6:42:47 PM] Krislyn: im going korea this summer
[12/19/2011 6:43:01 PM] Krislyn: buttt if i get like one or two weeks
[12/19/2011 6:43:05 PM] Krislyn: ill go visit x
[12/19/2011 6:43:10 PM] Brian Shin: Yaaaaaaaaay
[12/19/2011 6:43:12 PM] Brian Shin: ^_^
[12/19/2011 6:43:20 PM] Brian Shin: I really
[12/19/2011 6:43:22 PM] Brian Shin: REALLY
[12/19/2011 6:43:24 PM] Brian Shin: want to see you
[12/19/2011 6:43:36 PM] Krislyn: kay thought you were going to say ‘fuck you’
[12/19/2011 6:43:39 PM] Krislyn: phew. :D
[12/19/2011 6:43:44 PM] Brian Shin: Still think it would be hilarious if we hate each other
[12/19/2011 6:43:51 PM] Krislyn: lol
[12/19/2011 6:43:53 PM] Krislyn: we might do
[12/19/2011 6:44:03 PM] Krislyn: i get annoyed easily
[12/19/2011 6:44:10 PM] Krislyn: i dont get mad very often
[12/19/2011 6:44:11 PM] Brian Shin: lol =P
[12/19/2011 6:44:13 PM] Krislyn: but i get annoyed easily haha
[12/19/2011 6:44:18 PM] Brian Shin: I get nothing oftne
[12/19/2011 6:44:21 PM] Brian Shin: I’m pretty chill =P
[12/19/2011 6:44:32 PM] Krislyn: ya youll even it out
[12/19/2011 6:44:35 PM] Krislyn: but i just KNOW
[12/19/2011 6:44:42 PM] Krislyn: youll push my buttons
[12/19/2011 6:44:44 PM] Krislyn: just a feeling
[12/19/2011 6:44:54 PM] Krislyn: haha
[12/19/2011 6:45:19 PM] Krislyn: but probably nothing extreme cause i still like you alot as a person
[12/19/2011 6:45:49 PM] Brian Shin: ^_&
[12/19/2011 6:45:51 PM] Brian Shin: ^_^*
[12/19/2011 6:45:59 PM] Brian Shin: I can be whiney tbh
[12/19/2011 6:46:03 PM] Brian Shin: Especially when I want something
[12/19/2011 6:46:14 PM] Krislyn: shouldnt that be the case for girls?? LOL
[12/19/2011 6:46:39 PM] Brian Shin: Well I mean like when I want sex or something not items
[12/19/2011 6:46:42 PM] Brian Shin: I buy everything I want anyway lol
[12/19/2011 6:46:49 PM] Krislyn: haha
[12/19/2011 6:47:15 PM] Krislyn: i think id be shy
[12/19/2011 6:47:18 PM] Krislyn: but idk
[12/19/2011 6:47:45 PM] Krislyn: especially to do it with someone new ive never had that before
[12/19/2011 6:47:53 PM] Krislyn: yeah will probably be shy! hahha
[12/19/2011 6:48:05 PM] Krislyn: you probably have to know me well enough first D:
[12/19/2011 6:48:10 PM] Krislyn: otherwise will be weird for me lol
[12/19/2011 6:49:06 PM] Krislyn: reminds me of this guy who followed me home after halloween party and tried to sleep with me thank god for housemates he was so annoying lol >_> would not leave
[12/19/2011 6:49:18 PM] Krislyn: pretended that he had no money for a cab
[12/19/2011 6:49:35 PM] Krislyn: and other random excuses ugh
[12/19/2011 6:50:07 PM] Krislyn: kept trying to crawl into my bed too.. but even though i was drunk i wasnt having any of it haha
[12/19/2011 6:50:25 PM] Krislyn: you better not be this annoying haha
[12/19/2011 6:59:31 PM] Brian Shin: Gaga
[12/19/2011 6:59:32 PM] Brian Shin: Haha*
[12/19/2011 6:59:33 PM] Brian Shin: No way
[12/19/2011 6:59:38 PM] Brian Shin: not eve3n close like that creeper
[12/19/2011 7:00:02 PM] Krislyn: ya figured
[12/19/2011 7:00:14 PM] Krislyn: i mean youre probably not as bad as you imagine
[12/19/2011 7:00:29 PM] Krislyn: your niceness will succumb your inner urges hahah
[12/19/2011 7:00:42 PM] Krislyn: whereas some people are just plain dickheads |:
[12/19/2011 7:04:27 PM] Brian Shin: Oh yeah definitely
[12/19/2011 7:04:32 PM] Brian Shin: I’d buy you dinnr at least
[12/19/2011 7:04:33 PM] Brian Shin: npnp
[12/19/2011 7:04:34 PM] Brian Shin: I kid
[12/19/2011 7:05:07 PM] Krislyn: i will feast
[12/19/2011 7:05:08 PM] Krislyn: like a king.
[12/19/2011 7:05:12 PM] Krislyn: :>
[12/19/2011 7:05:37 PM] Brian Shin: ^_^
[12/19/2011 7:05:39 PM] Brian Shin: Sushi!
[12/19/2011 7:06:17 PM] Krislyn: i just had some earlier :D
[12/19/2011 7:06:51 PM] Brian Shin: Lucky =(
[12/19/2011 7:07:29 PM] Krislyn: :P
[12/19/2011 7:07:39 PM] Krislyn: theyre just supermarket ones
[12/19/2011 7:07:48 PM] Krislyn: not as awesome as the ones in restaurants
[12/19/2011 7:08:03 PM] Krislyn: i did go to one on saturday though
[12/19/2011 7:08:15 PM] Krislyn: had japanese feast for lunch and korean feast for dinner
[12/19/2011 7:08:37 PM] Brian Shin: I can cook you Korean =D
[12/19/2011 7:08:46 PM] Krislyn: me and a couple of friends decided to go manchester to have an official bingeing fest lol
[12/19/2011 7:08:54 PM] Krislyn: i can make bibimbap now
[12/19/2011 7:08:58 PM] Krislyn: ive got the saucee
[12/19/2011 7:09:04 PM] Brian Shin: lol
[12/19/2011 7:09:07 PM] Brian Shin: I can cook most of it np
[12/19/2011 7:09:18 PM] Krislyn: its really easy tho you just need ingredients
[12/19/2011 7:09:22 PM] Krislyn: its just mixed rice anyways
[12/19/2011 7:09:25 PM] Krislyn: and some kimchi
[12/19/2011 7:09:33 PM] Krislyn: and sauceeee
[12/19/2011 7:09:54 PM] Krislyn: and i have go chu jang and that soybean paste thingie
[12/19/2011 7:09:59 PM] Krislyn: to make soupie stuff
[12/19/2011 7:10:46 PM] Krislyn: oooh we had some bulgogi galbi that day
[12/19/2011 7:10:48 PM] Krislyn: SO GOOOD.
[12/19/2011 7:11:07 PM] Brian Shin: It also is how you mix and stuff
[12/19/2011 7:11:08 PM] Brian Shin: STFU
[12/19/2011 7:11:10 PM] Brian Shin: I CAN COOK FOR YOU
[12/19/2011 7:11:11 PM] Brian Shin: LOVE ME
[12/19/2011 7:11:25 PM] Krislyn: have you seen my bibimbaps???
[12/19/2011 7:11:29 PM] Krislyn: hang on ive got a picture
[12/19/2011 7:11:36 PM] Krislyn: wait can you make anything else besides that? LOL
[12/19/2011 7:15:03 PM] Krislyn: http://a6.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash4/298033_10150386051246811_698701810_8394376_1829090887_n.jpg
[12/19/2011 7:15:12 PM] Krislyn: made this for me and my housemates :3
[12/19/2011 7:16:30 PM] Brian Shin: O_O looks really good
[12/19/2011 7:16:31 PM] Brian Shin: Hahaha
[12/19/2011 7:16:35 PM] Brian Shin: Except mine is better
[12/19/2011 7:16:37 PM] Brian Shin: By ten times
[12/19/2011 7:16:37 PM] Brian Shin: np
[12/19/2011 7:16:49 PM] Krislyn: proof
[12/19/2011 7:17:30 PM] Brian Shin: When you visit
[12/19/2011 7:17:31 PM] Brian Shin: =D
[12/19/2011 7:17:37 PM] Krislyn: psht
[12/19/2011 7:17:49 PM] Krislyn: is that all you can make though bibimbap?
[12/19/2011 7:18:15 PM] Krislyn: after i made it a few times i realise its really easy it just takes time and preparation lol
[12/19/2011 7:24:41 PM] Brian Shin: I can do a lot of Korean food
[12/19/2011 7:24:45 PM] Brian Shin: including soups, stews, and bbq
[12/19/2011 7:24:58 PM] Krislyn: srsly?
[12/19/2011 7:25:03 PM] Krislyn: :O
[12/19/2011 7:25:18 PM] Krislyn: do them well though?
[12/19/2011 7:25:27 PM] Brian Shin: Yeah
[12/19/2011 7:25:29 PM] Krislyn: IDK i always thought you were a shit cook
[12/19/2011 7:25:31 PM] Brian Shin: Bitches love my Korean BBQ
[12/19/2011 7:25:32 PM] Brian Shin: ^_^
[12/19/2011 7:25:32 PM] Krislyn: O_O
[12/19/2011 7:25:35 PM] Brian Shin: THANKS
[12/19/2011 7:25:52 PM] Krislyn: well you made it sound like you were with your weird wheat mix
[12/19/2011 7:26:26 PM] Krislyn: wowwwwwwwww i am impressssed
[12/19/2011 7:28:01 PM] Krislyn: can you make ddokbboki??
[12/19/2011 7:35:55 PM] Brian Shin: Yep
[12/19/2011 7:35:57 PM] Brian Shin: Pretty well
[12/19/2011 7:36:02 PM] Krislyn: OMG
[12/19/2011 7:36:05 PM] Krislyn: i love you :$
[12/19/2011 7:36:09 PM] Brian Shin: ^_^
[12/19/2011 7:36:30 PM] Krislyn: when did you learn cooking..? o_o
[12/19/2011 7:37:47 PM] Brian Shin: Just over time
[12/19/2011 7:38:05 PM] Krislyn: why do you make it sound like you cant cook :/
[12/19/2011 7:38:25 PM] Krislyn: or are you just lazy?
[12/19/2011 7:57:37 PM] Brian Shin: Lazy
[12/19/2011 7:57:38 PM] Brian Shin: very lazy
[12/19/2011 7:58:06 PM] Krislyn: kk going to bed now nini
[12/19/2011 8:00:09 PM] Brian Shin: Night babe
[12/19/2011 8:00:10 PM] Brian Shin: <3
[12/20/2011 1:47:32 PM] Krislyn: areee yous home


To be clear, he says “night babe” to me.


He also promised to cook Korean for me. And…well. He said he was my family. That he loved me. That I was special. That we were soul mates. That he would NEVER lie to me. He also offered to show me her nudes. He said the only reason he hadn’t deleted them was because he was saving them to show to me. He never has. That was several months ago – like September. Also, we had been together for just about six months when these conversations took place. I had just started working 14 hour days at the mall, so he didn’t leave his house until like 9.00pm.